The Only Exception - Paramore

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until nowI had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing
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note: Really love this song. It kinda remind me of my old days,
before I met my husband, few years ago.
He saved my life and my soul, give me back my confident
to love again, and be loved.
To you hunny, I love you with all my heart.
Thank you for having me in your life...........

++Dat DrEaM++

I hav diz bad feeling... coz of the dream dat I had last nite.

Sum of u might know da meaning of the dream.

All my teeth falls down -literally~!

Once I had the same dream, the different was dat it was my front teeth was shattered into small pieces.. ~and suddenly someone (really close to me) died...

And when I wake up diz morning... I juz wanna cry! I hate when diz happened..

I juz hope it won't come true....

Deep in the ... Batang Lupar's River

Pesta Benak (Tidal Bore Festiv) juz ended last week. I went back 2 Kuching last Friday, but sumhow I managed 2get back 2 Sri Aman on Sunday - juz 2c Pesta Benak (final day).

Probably sum of U do not know, but Batang Lupar's River is famous wit it's crocodile (sort of). I've been living here for almost 4month, and YES I get to C them for quite few times - the Yellow strip Black kinda Croc. Sum are small (I juz guessing da Size coz they R quite far away) N sum are juz BIG... Crazily BiG!

I usually saw them from my way come N back from School. They usually having their SUN bath on the Mud. However there is 1time I managed 2C diz 1 Croc, swimming quite near with our BOAT (N I was like so - stuN n Scared out of my Wit!). My other friends were also quite surprised 2C the Croc so up close. Luckily we manage 2get back 2shore safetly.

Our class session usually finished around 1.20p.m., so after dat we (whoever hav no evening class or extra class) will go change our cloth and ready to go back to the main land. So yesterday, as usual we across the river on a very hot day and no wind wat so ever afternoon. The time was nearly 2.30p.m. N we managed 2get to our destination safetly.

While on the boat (we're 'bout 2landing laa) Kak Jihan suddenly said, "Busuk nyer! Bau aper nie?!"

At first I didn't smell anything, but few seCond after dat, I was like, "Isk... Ada bangkai kah kat sungei tok? Sapa endak kah buang sampah tok?"

"Takder nie.. Nie bau bangkai nih," said Kak Jihan - she was muffling in her scarf.

So the next day, I was expecting 2 smell THAT smell again.. But luckily - no smell.. But...

"Aaa... Dayang! Cuba tengok kat lumpur tu.. Ada kesan tinggalan sejarah," said 1 of my college (can't remember who).

Then I saw it.. A trace of a crocodile gliding on the mud - at our own JETI!... What da Heck! Obviously the Croc was resting at the Jeti, N probably left when it hear our boat coming near the Jeti...

Then, Kak Jihan told me sumthing new,"Patut la semalam bau busuk. Ada la si bujang senang tu kat sekitar tu.. Kwn kak Jihan cakap, kalau bau busuk, tu tandanya ada buaya kat sekeliling.."

And I was speachless....

The new beginning......

Last nite evening gav me quite a scared.......

It was a very hectic week. I finally got my Diploma in Education last Tuesday - 20th April 2010. I drove my car from Sri Aman down 2 Kuching (takes 'bout 3 hours, last Friday) Right after I reached Kuching (around 6 p.m.), I followed my hubby 2 his bowling tournament at Parkson-Riverside. We came home quite late & I was so exausted.

Later-on Sunday, we went to Sarikin (outing with my parents, grand-nan & sis) 2 buy few things, since both my parents R going 4 Umrah diz May 2010 at Mecca. Lots of things can B found there, but I only bought few snacks & a set of carving (to be hang inside my house). We managed 2 get back 2 Kuching quite early b'coz my parents and grand-nan wat 2hav their injections (a must b4 going abroad) & I also took da chance 2conform my stat of pragnency (which is positive by da way), & I hav 2sent my car 2my friend (I rent it to her 4 2days 2da konvo), went back home to my hubby's house and falls asleep.

Erly on Monday mornin', I went 2da Institut 2take 'JUBAH' 4'da ceremony on Tuesday, and a short rehersel. Aftr dat I went back 4 a while 2my parents house b4 I went back to my parents-in-law house. After my husband got back from work, we moved to my parents house (since my parents want to see me taking my Diploma) n stay 4da nite.

Next morning - Konvo Day! Busy2 as usual and finished around 12 in the afternoon. Later dat evening, me & my hubby went out with my friends &went KAROK! It was fun until 11 p.m., I finally gave up and went back home.

On Wednesday (I only managed 2get 3days off from GB) so I hav 2drive back to Sri Aman (3hours driving! - again). As I arrived I was so exausted dat I couldn't stand.

Late dat nite (which gave me the fright) I saw a drop of blood on the toilet bowl & I was like ..... (I dunno how 2describe my feeling at dat time). Sumhow I'm so tired dat I don't hav da strength to drive 2da nearest hospital- so I slept. The next day (I'm still thinking 'bout the blood & da chances it'll get miscarrage) I went 2 school as usual and only went to the clinic around 3.30 p.m.

I was lucky my baby still intake in my womb & I manage 2C him/her for da 1st time. I was so happy! Then da doc adviced me to take a lot of rest & avoid doing havy things. Praise to Allah, my baby is save here inside of me..

"Sorry Mummy didn't think about you diz few days. You must be tired also. So mummy is going to take it easy as much as possible okey!"

My baby is now 6 weeks and 1 day. I can see his/her heart beat 2day too!! I love you baby! Thanks to Doc Guang for your help 2day.

..~Hello to the World~..

Hi evrybody! It's my 1st post for 2day..

Let's C.. I'm stil thinkin' 'bout wat 2put in diz blog. Nothing specific, juz wanna hav lil time to express my-slf 2da world ~ sort of ;p

Oh I would lurve 2hear if U hav any comment or anything! I'm new here, so don't be 2harsh on me.. See U on da nxt post! Roger &out!