Susahnya nak jadi seorang guru...

Sedar sik sedar dah masuk bulan ke 7 saya berpindah ke sekolah baru. Dulu di sekolah lamak, boleh kata relek juak lah walaupun kerja banyak. Tapi sikda stress or tension jak-jak. Tapi lain cerita di sekolah baru. Yalahkan nama dah sekolah pun besar dan ramai murid, berbanding dengan sekolah pendalaman yang sik sampe pun 60 orang murid, jurang perbezaan beban kerja sangat berbeza.

Masa mengajar sama jak, 30 (plus/minus) periods. Tapi yalah tek, satu kelas dah 35 orang. Sekali bagi homework banyak bena nak disemak. Dan banyak benalah kesalahan-kesalahan yang memeningkan kepala si cikgu tok. Ish... Kadang-kadang bengang juak nangga sidak molah kerja cincai (sebarang) jak.. Ada yang sik siap pun hantar buku. Ada yang ada jawapan tapi sikda cara kerja (kompom meniru dari kawan sebab takut kenak marah cikgu sebab sik siap).

Ya baruk bab P&P (dalam kelas). Bila dah masuk bab pentafsiran (silibus baru dah ditukar dari KBSR kepada KSSR), lagik laa pening. Everyday kenak siap sedia soklan baru, semak dan nilai.. Pasya key-in gik dalam sistem on-line. Mun biak sikit tek xlah apa juak. Kalau sik disebabkan kerja, memang malas nak buat. Tapi apakan daya, yalah kerja seorang cikgu.

Belum lagik part nak layan kerenah budak2 darjah 1 terutamanya. Sapa yang belum berkahwin atau yang belum ada nak boleh laa cuba jadi cikgu. Sik payah nunggu anak kita besar, di sekolah kita dah pun secara sik rasminya jadi 'ibu' dan 'bapa' budak2 tok. Kalau kawan kacau, agak cikgu - komplen. Kawan sik embak duit untuk beli makanan, agak cikgu - komplen. Kawan madah sik mok geng (berkawan) agik, agak cikgu - komplen. Sakit perut - komplen. Demam - komplen, Muntah - komplen. Berak dalam kelas pun - komplen. Mun diekotkan memang adalah duak tiga orang murid yang memang kaki komplen. Nak di anok (dimarah) sik dapat. Yalahkan budak darjah1, manjak. Dengar jak lah. Yang paling saya sik paham, ada yang demam pun masih ke sekolah. Kenak laa mak bapak anta ke sekolah. Biarlah nya rehat nak. Tok ada yang sampe muntah di sekolah sebab demam pening. Bila ditanyak parents sidak, sikda orang yang jaga di rumah. Yalahkan, yalah masalahnya juak. Mun parents mala jak cuti menjaga anak sakit di rumah, kelak masalah juak di opis. Susah-susah, cikgu pun serba salah dibuatnya.

Bila dikenang balit, rami orang dolok madah jadi cikgu senang. Tapi bila sendiri mengalaminya, susah sebenarnya nak jadi cikgu. Even anak kita sorang pun kita susah nak jaga, apatah lagi nak kawal berpuluh orang dalam satu kelas. Berbanding dengan kerja saya di kilang di opis dulu handle audit, kertas kerja, projek dan sebagainya, lagi senang berbanding nak berdepan dengan murid2 tahun 1,2 dan 3.

Tapi bak kata suami, buatlah kerja sebaik mungkin, susah atau senang. Biar rezeki yang diperolehi setiap hujung bulan berkat untuk diberi kepada anak-anak. Jadi saya pun dengan sedaya upaya untuk memperbaiki mutu kerja dan belajar untuk bersabar dalam setiap dugaan di sekolah. Lagipun kerja seorang guru merupakan salah satu kerja yang mulia. Mungkin saya banyak komplen, tapi ya hanyalah untuk release tension/stress jak. Banyakkan senyuman dan bersabar... Saya BOLEH!

What!? No pay-check!?

That's what happened last month on June.. Why? It's PPD Sri Aman's fault because they'd sent the last pay slip to a WRONG SCHOOL last April, and didn't bother to call and ask me or anyone at my school whether the slip arrive safely or not. So last June, I have no GAJI and I'm VERY ANGRY (plus my husband as well) and frustrated and helpless and many more (which I dunno how to say it in words?!)

I have to go back and forth to PPD Padawan to settle my GAJI or I may not get it this July too.. or perhaps even this August.. I dunno... Image.... RAYA is only around the corner! Arggg!!!

This month (July) hubby and I supposed to pay our cars insurans. VIVA - RM 3++, SAGA RM 8++.. and then suddenly no GAJI! What to do? Betol-betol menyusahkan orang jer... Not just that, I'm suppose to pick up our new ordered sofa (which cost about RM 2300) before Raya..

Now, after 2 weeks I finally manage to cool down a bit.. Mmm... Might as well said that I tried to think POSITIVE on this matter. Thanks to my hubby, who got his tunggakan last month, help me lots... At least I got to pay my car, my astro, Adela's insurance and my ASB Loan..

Sabar jer laaa Lizz.... Mungkin ada hikmah disebalik kejadian kali ini.... Amin... That's all from me.....

Recent news by me

Hello blogger.. It's been a while since my last blog post.. hoho... Life so hectic until I kinda lost interest in blogging.. but then again here I am despite all that...

Latest about my life - I'm pregnant! No surprise there since I only get pregnant once before... Of course I want to add more people in my family! Who doesn't?

So here I am about 5+ months in pregnancy.. My scan shows that the baby might be a boy.. and I do really hope it's true since my first one is a girl. She's 1and a half year already.. With curly hair and big eyes!

And the latest about my house in progress.. Still in progress, and big probability will finish the construction this month! The last we check (me and my hubby of course) all the door that been attached to their panels, the tiles were done, the wiring is also done, except for the toilet bow and few other things here and there... I don't really mind when it'll be done, as long as it's done within this year.. that's good enough for me...

So there you go. Hope I can find something more interesting to share with you, but that is that... Enjoy your day and may Allah bless you all.. Amin

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Tak tau nak tulis apa.. sebab cuti terlalu panjang dan membosankan.

Tak sabar rasanya nak start sekolah and teach those pupils!

Sometimes mati kutu jugak nak duduk rumah and kemas, masak dan sebagainya..

Obviously saya nie tak gemar memasak.. Tp boleh laa kalo nak tengok resepi dan buat.

Cuma boring tu yang tak tahan.. Nak menjahit pun tak dapat (my hobby) sebab

mak pinjam nak jahit kain lapik meja untuk kedai makan kami.

Tinggal 1 minggu jer lagi, so bertahan! Saya nak start nak buat sedikit ABM dan sediakan buku-buku untuk mengajar.. Tak sabar nak masuk sekolah baru!

MOVING IN ~ MOVING OUT

It's been 2 years and finally I'm moving out!

Yey!

Last 2 weeks I got POSITIVE reply for my application of transfer.

I'm officially going to move back to KUCHING!

I'm sad to leave my old school, but I am just too happy not to GLEE about my transfer! How can I help myself?! Won't you be doing the same?

Alhamdulilah, my new school is quite close to my parents house - round 15 minutes (if not traffic hours). SK Matang Jaya, do you know that school?

My husband and I are planning to stay at my parents house for the time being until the construction of our house at Green Acres finish (probably will have to wait for a year or so). If possible (after a few months), we MIGHT rent a house somewhere at Matang.

Just wait and see where it leads on...

Remember Lizz

One step at a time... There's no need to rush!

I hope I can settle down quietly and with no incident what so ever...

::VeRY BiG GriN::